Do you ever feel like you’re letting down God? Yesterday was one of those days. I made a promise to God that I ended up not being able to keep. I panicked and I couldn’t fulfill the promise. I then felt an overwhelming sense of shame because trusting God wasn’t enough. I said I trust God, … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B.Parker|Fighting Through Anxiety
Recently I have found myself struggling with trusting God. I’ve found myself confused with things happening in life, and being unhappy in general. To be honest, I was starting to get scared of going into another depression. Scared of hiding myself away again. I was struggling with finding peace. I started having bad anxiety attacks … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B. Parker : Dealing With Depression
I’ve had some interesting conversations in the last few days about getting to the next level of life. I was rapping with one of the big homies yesterday morning before we went to clean up the community in St. Louis and he basically said, “How can you expect to reach the next level in the … Continue reading Mind of a Man Mondays|Can’t Stay The Same
In the past two weeks I have come to learn of my family history on my dad’s side dating back to my great great grandfather born in 1830. It was crazy that it took almost 27 years to finally know who I came from. I could only imagine what life was like for the 1st … Continue reading Mind of a Man Mondays|Coming of Age
There’s been something on my heart that I’ve been praying and praying about for months now. Typically I am a very impatient person. But I’ve learned this past year that being impatient isn’t going to help me any. I’ve seen what me wanting something now does, instead of me waiting on God’s time. I was … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B. Parker|God I Trust You But….
Dear Queen of my future, Understand that with love, war is won. No other feeling could ever stand a chance of using all 5 senses to get a taste of your juices. How could you come and change me like that? It was God sent, I tell you the truth. I promise that I'm willing … Continue reading Mind of a Man Mondays|Maybe We Can Build
Happiness is something that comes with determination, choice and time. You first must choose to be happy. You can't sit back and expect happiness to come your way. Because it won't. You have to tell yourself to be happy. It's all in your mind. It's your choice. You can decide to lay in bed all day, and … Continue reading Tell It Tuesday w/B. Parker|Choosing to be Happy.
THE LESSON After having several discussions with my husband, I decided to end my marriage. He was not happy about it. I didn’t want to be one of those people who remained married for the sake of the children. Even before the affair, I was just not happy. I was not going to fake … Continue reading The life of Nise Daniels|The Wife. The Girlfriend.The Mother. THE FINALE