I cannot do this anymore. I cannot even tell you how many times I have said that sentence in the past week. Probably more times than my fingers can count. I have cried myself to sleep multiple times, and have asked God, “Why me?” more times than I want to admit. I trust God, I … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B. Parker|Does This Make Me A Bad Christian?
There’s been something on my heart that I’ve been praying and praying about for months now. Typically I am a very impatient person. But I’ve learned this past year that being impatient isn’t going to help me any. I’ve seen what me wanting something now does, instead of me waiting on God’s time. I was … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B. Parker|God I Trust You But….
Struggles and trials are a part of this Earth. We endure numerous trials weekly, even daily. Sometimes that trial might be something fairly small, and sometimes it might be a huge struggle, but no matter the size, it all requires the same thing: trust and God. I used to think that the struggles I faced … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/B.Parker|The Struggle Is Real….But God!
THE LESSON After having several discussions with my husband, I decided to end my marriage. He was not happy about it. I didn’t want to be one of those people who remained married for the sake of the children. Even before the affair, I was just not happy. I was not going to fake … Continue reading The life of Nise Daniels|The Wife. The Girlfriend.The Mother. THE FINALE
The light creeping thru the window woke me the next morning. The kids came in and told me bye as they were leaving to catch the bus, but I apparently had dozed back off. I picked up my phone to call my supervisor and let her know that I wouldn’t be in today. I let … Continue reading The life of Nise Daniels|The Wife. The Girlfriend.The Mother Pt.5
Prayer. Something so powerful, yet so easy to forget. This week I’ve been wondering a lot. Overthinking, and just wanting certain things to occur. I kept thinking over and over again how to make those things happen. It wasn’t till a few days later, I realized one thing: I never prayed. I never prayed for God to … Continue reading Tell It Tuesday w/B. Parker! |I Forgot to Pray
I close the door behind me and lean up against the door. I can feel him looking at me. I purposely don’t make eye contact with him. I look down at the floor. I really don’t want to do this with him tonight. I don’t want to talk. Don’t want to explain. I don’t want … Continue reading The life of Nise Daniels|The Wife. The Girlfriend.The Mother Pt.4
Part II Was I really about to call my husband of seven years to end my marriage? I was too afraid to tell him face to face. He may try to kill me. He had his suspicions as he had accused me before. I always denied the accusations. I couldn’t hide anymore. It was weighing … Continue reading The life of Nise Daniels|The Wife. The Girlfriend.The Mother Pt.2