What do you do when God seems so far away? When you feel like you've prayed all you can pray. What do you do when you feel like God hears your prayers, but they just aren't enough. So you pray more, and you find yourself sitting, alone, wondering where God even is. I think it's … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B.Parker: The Enemy Tried It….But Job!
Lately I have lost the ability to pray. I just kept pushing everything to the side, and would say, it’ll work out. I didn’t realize why I couldn’t pray. I didn’t understand why the thought of praying was painful. Then I realized it: I didn’t know what to say. I never thought I’d be the … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B.Parker: Why is Praying Hard?
Recently I have found myself struggling with trusting God. I’ve found myself confused with things happening in life, and being unhappy in general. To be honest, I was starting to get scared of going into another depression. Scared of hiding myself away again. I was struggling with finding peace. I started having bad anxiety attacks … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B. Parker : Dealing With Depression
I’ve had some interesting conversations in the last few days about getting to the next level of life. I was rapping with one of the big homies yesterday morning before we went to clean up the community in St. Louis and he basically said, “How can you expect to reach the next level in the … Continue reading Mind of a Man Mondays|Can’t Stay The Same
I cannot do this anymore. I cannot even tell you how many times I have said that sentence in the past week. Probably more times than my fingers can count. I have cried myself to sleep multiple times, and have asked God, “Why me?” more times than I want to admit. I trust God, I … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B. Parker|Does This Make Me A Bad Christian?
In the past two weeks I have come to learn of my family history on my dad’s side dating back to my great great grandfather born in 1830. It was crazy that it took almost 27 years to finally know who I came from. I could only imagine what life was like for the 1st … Continue reading Mind of a Man Mondays|Coming of Age
Houston...we have a solution. Councilman Boykins, Change Happens!, NAACP Houston & Uber announce new initiative to recruit 5,000 drivers in Houston. There are amazing opportunities bringing more employment to citizens in Houston. Have you considered relocating there for the job market? This may be a reason why! Not only will this provide more jobs, but … Continue reading Uber, Change Happens!, & NAACP Houston Partner To Create 5,000 Jobs | Praise Houston
Dear Queen of my future, Understand that with love, war is won. No other feeling could ever stand a chance of using all 5 senses to get a taste of your juices. How could you come and change me like that? It was God sent, I tell you the truth. I promise that I'm willing … Continue reading Mind of a Man Mondays|Maybe We Can Build