What do you do when God seems so far away? When you feel like you've prayed all you can pray. What do you do when you feel like God hears your prayers, but they just aren't enough. So you pray more, and you find yourself sitting, alone, wondering where God even is. I think it's … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B.Parker: The Enemy Tried It….But Job!
My relationship with God has always been strong. I grew up in church, and have always found hope in Christ. It wasn’t until I started struggling with anxiety on a daily basis that my relationship with Him grew on a deeper level. These last few weeks I’ve been struggling severely with anxiety, to the point … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/B.Parker: It’s Hard to Rely on God!
Have you ever had a period in your life where you were truly happy, but didn’t really know why? Right now I can say that for the first time in a really long time I am truly happy. I am content at where my life is. I’m at peace with the people that have stayed … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/B.Parker: Are You Happy in 2016 or Nah?
We are now days away from Christmas. The time of the year where we celebrate the birth of Jesus, exchange gifts, shop until we don’t ever want to see another store again, and our towns are lit with bright lights. This is also the time of the year where we sometimes forget the true meaning … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B.Parker: The Real Meaning of Christmas
I grew up in a church where in Sunday school they taught that forgiveness was something that we do as Christians. People have hurt me in the past, and I would just forgive them. It wasn’t something I ever truly thought about. Someone hurt me, I forgave them. The end. I always believed that since God forgave … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B. Parker|How Do We TRULY Forgive?
Lately I have lost the ability to pray. I just kept pushing everything to the side, and would say, it’ll work out. I didn’t realize why I couldn’t pray. I didn’t understand why the thought of praying was painful. Then I realized it: I didn’t know what to say. I never thought I’d be the … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B.Parker: Why is Praying Hard?
Do you ever feel like you’re letting down God? Yesterday was one of those days. I made a promise to God that I ended up not being able to keep. I panicked and I couldn’t fulfill the promise. I then felt an overwhelming sense of shame because trusting God wasn’t enough. I said I trust God, … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B.Parker|Fighting Through Anxiety
Recently I have found myself struggling with trusting God. I’ve found myself confused with things happening in life, and being unhappy in general. To be honest, I was starting to get scared of going into another depression. Scared of hiding myself away again. I was struggling with finding peace. I started having bad anxiety attacks … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B. Parker : Dealing With Depression