These past few weeks I have felt like I was playing tug-a-war against myself. No matter how much I tried to not let the anxiety control me, I was losing. I’m to the point where I don’t know whether to just put this in God’s hands, or get help for it. Medication or trusting God, … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B.Parker: Prayer is Real as Well as Anxiety
Lately I have lost the ability to pray. I just kept pushing everything to the side, and would say, it’ll work out. I didn’t realize why I couldn’t pray. I didn’t understand why the thought of praying was painful. Then I realized it: I didn’t know what to say. I never thought I’d be the … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B.Parker: Why is Praying Hard?
Do you ever feel like you’re letting down God? Yesterday was one of those days. I made a promise to God that I ended up not being able to keep. I panicked and I couldn’t fulfill the promise. I then felt an overwhelming sense of shame because trusting God wasn’t enough. I said I trust God, … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B.Parker|Fighting Through Anxiety
I cannot do this anymore. I cannot even tell you how many times I have said that sentence in the past week. Probably more times than my fingers can count. I have cried myself to sleep multiple times, and have asked God, “Why me?” more times than I want to admit. I trust God, I … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B. Parker|Does This Make Me A Bad Christian?
There’s been something on my heart that I’ve been praying and praying about for months now. Typically I am a very impatient person. But I’ve learned this past year that being impatient isn’t going to help me any. I’ve seen what me wanting something now does, instead of me waiting on God’s time. I was … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B. Parker|God I Trust You But….
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We’re living in a world with 6 billion people, and yet we still feel alone. We are constantly crowded by strangers, friends, family and we still feel like we’re living this secluded life. We feel distant. We feel isolated. We feel alone. The hardest part for me is feeling distant from God. Still feeling alone … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/ B. Parker| It’s 2am and No One is Answering…Who To Call?
It’s so easy to be mad at God, or at least it is for me. I find myself getting so frustrated, and I want to scream at Him. I have thousands of questions running through my mind, and I feel like sometimes He doesn’t have an answer, or if He does, He doesn’t want to … Continue reading Tell it Tuesday w/B. Parker |God Are You Listening?