We joke
We laugh
We talk

Joking turns to flirting
Laughing turns to moaning
Talking turns to yelling

My mind cries in frustration when watching my heart unfold

Like
Why didn’t I listen?
I just had so much fun chillin
Feelin that moment of bliss and
I didn’t want to come down

I had to get higher
I had to take you in deeper
But no need for the weed here

See I could inhale your sensual words
And blow them back out at you and have you fiendin more
Little did you know you’ve been fiendin for what you created

You broke down the walls
I opened up
You opened your arms
I fell for you
You expressed your dislikes
I changed my life
To be ready when my life changes
See I want you
And you want me
But it’s not time
When will the time be right?
We may never know
Maybe the day when that debt of past heartache is paid off
Maybe the day when
My sweet kisses will replace that bitter taste she left behind
Maybe the day when you forget what you saw in her
Maybe the day when you disregard that she hurt you
Maybe the day when she will no longer be a worry but instead she will merely be a lesson

See we joke
We laugh
We talk
We flirt
We moan
We yell
But we don’t dig

See we joke about our feelings
We laugh to sugar coat the serious moments
We talk around the truth until it comes out
We flirt, testing what we know is there
We moan at the thought of taking each other to ecstasy
We yell to be heard
When in actuality we haven’t even been telling the truth
With ourselves and with each other