• Loving a man I never met

    Lookin for you everyday
    Never met you
    Have always been told I’ll see you
    One day
    I’ve looked for you to show me love
    I know you’re capable
    I’ve heard good things about you
    Even though reality could steer
    Me from wanting to see you
    Reality says,
    “he’s not man enough for you”
    “he won’t really love you”
    “you deserve better”
    But I keep lookin
    I could’ve had you
    But you ran
    You could’ve been blessed with my presence
    But you ran
    You tried to take me out
    But strong
    I stand
    Along the hands
    Of my mother
    Who’s never left me
    Who’s always supported me
    Who’s always loved me
    Who’s finally introduced me
    To a man
    Better than you
    You ran from being my father
    You ran from fathers day cards
    You ran from teaching me to fish
    You ran from my high school graduation
    But know one thing
    I’ve found a man
    Actually 3
    Who are the most important to me
    They go by the name of
    God, Dirk and Sidney

    God has shown me the path
    To carry through life

    Dirk is a true father
    My step father
    Who walks any path
    To support me and protect me through life

    My son
    My other half
    Who’s given me life
    Who I live for
    And won’t stray from

    But don’t you dare
    Run to me when you get the chance
    I’ve learned to love man
    Gracefully without you

    Because when you try to run
    Run for me
    I’ll be out of your reach
    Because I’m far above you

    But just know I loved you
    I yearned for you
    I looked for you
    I waited

    Then I looked for more
    Now I don’t want you

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  1. WOW. This poem really tugs at the heart. It’s one of your best yet. You are gifted.

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